willow ([info]beautiful_bones) wrote,
@ 2001-12-12 18:15:00
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Current mood:full of air... it's beautiful.

and it continues...
nothing. that is what i have eaten today.. isn't it wonderful? i feel so light, airy.. full of nothing.
i will continue this as long as i can.. hopefully i will make it until saturday. if i can do that, i will let myself eat on saturday...
yes, saturday sounds good.


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[info]lostlilgirl
2002-02-18 08:17 pm UTC (link)
hey ! im tryin 2 lose weight and i found ur name w/ ana listed as an intrest....i need any help i can get so if u could like post a comment in my journal with tips or anythin it would help so much ! my livejournal name is lostlilgirl
*thanx*

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you are killing yourself slowly, why not just shoot yourself, it's much less painful i assure
(Anonymous)
2002-02-18 10:23 pm UTC (link)
my sister had anorexia nervosa, she lost all her hair, and red blotches appeared on her skin, along with a fine covering of white hair (the body trying to insulate itself)

she was thin and 'pretty'

and then one night her heart stopped

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Starved for attention
(Anonymous)
2002-07-05 09:00 pm UTC (link)
God you're pathetic. Could you be more desperate for attention and sympathy? You don't eat. Big deal. That just means you look like Skeletor and you'll never have any real self confidence.

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how can you do this to yourself?
(Anonymous)
2002-07-10 10:27 am UTC (link)
hi im melissa. i am 5'2 and 128 pounds. some days i feel good about myself, other days i feel like a fat cow. i run every morning to stay in shape. i eat 3 meals a day and sometimes a snack or 2. sometimes i have ice cream, sometimes i even pig out on chips. to make up for pigging out, the next day i eat really healthy. ill have skim milk and a lot of fruit. but depriving myself of food? i couldnt live with that emptiness. i dont think of food as evil, i think of it as life. i need food to keep my bones strong and my hair shiny and full. i eat to get nutrients and to give me the energy i need. why do you not eat for days at a time but then binge and feel bad about yourself? eating healthy every day is a better route than not eating then eating too much. i almost wanted to cry when i read your journal. i dont expect to change your life, but i hope youll consider what i said. if you would like to write to me, send an email to myteemousec23@Yahoo.com. i hope to hear from you. ~melissa

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READ ME.
(Anonymous)
2003-04-05 12:00 pm UTC (link)
I WROTE YOU A MESSAGE IN RESPONSE TO MARYA'S BOOK. IT'S FURTHER DOWN THE PAGE, PLEASE READ IT! STAR

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[info]twirl_my_hair
2003-12-28 03:44 am UTC (link)
add me?

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interested
(Anonymous)
2004-11-24 05:46 pm UTC (link)
for about a week now i have been reading your entries almost daily. i too, draw inspiration from books, one in particular, called Echo. the imagery is incredible and sounds somewhat similar in parts to your Ana. i am also struggling with weight concerns of my own, and have been through it all. not eating, eating too much, throwing it up again, and cutting. there's still the last few pounds for me to loose, but ive been active in at least 3-4 different sports all my life and still continue to run and do tone building exercises each week. i am not judging you, i feel it is never my place to judge, but i am interested in what you have to say, not just about food struggles, but about your life as well. if you would like to talk to me please email me at b.ewer@sbcglobal.net. Thanx.

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